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&still trying to find a happy ending
is it over?
i cant believe it.
and you, what do you want to know?
i feel terrible.
&still trying to find a happy ending
BT2 starts in less than 12 hours time. How am I supposed to work with only less than 25% of info?
Doomed, blame myself for playing, shopping, enjoying myself the whole month away.
The lack of time make me all stressed up. I went to the doctor on friday, and spent $24.60 of consultation fees to cry in front on the doctor for 45 mins. JOKE. I broke down suddenly, cos of the stressful schoolwork.
The worst year in my 18 years of life.
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damn h1n1. ppl, pls stop hoping/praying/whatever that u get it.
let this disease be gone!
&still trying to find a happy ending
guess it's time i blog again, it's been over a month since i last posted.
life's been boring, BT2 is about a week later, and yet i've not done much. i haven't even done much maths, usually i should have done way more than what i have done now. dont know what's wrong with me, but i feel quite sick of school alr, it's much worse than last year's promos or when i was preparing for BT1 earlier this year. i feel like giving up, my first time feeling this way towards studies. school work wasn't a pressure at all for the past 14 years, and now i am lagging behind. lagging behind so much that i'm so lost. i cant find a start to revise the work, and my mind and body is discouraging me to do so.
SCREW THIS. T.T
i know there's only 5 mths left, the past 18 mths passed super fast. but i still cant bring mysef to push on during this 5 mths. i hate my life now.
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got out of the house the first time today! gosh. labour day, my parents 21st anniversary(: some celebration, my parents spend money like mad! lol. my father was like this nice, that nice, and bought everything for my mum. haha.
lunch at manhattan fish market. three of us cant even finish the seafood platter for TWO. HAHAHA.
what's with the red dotted underline under some of the words in the post?
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i'm not in school for the whole week. my goodness. just because of a damn flu! and what's worse is that i cant do anything, cos im just sleeping throughout the day cos of the medicine. lol. i'm wasting and rotting away at home! seriously, i want to get out and go to school, and have fun alr!
im gaining more weight when im sick, seriously. eating NON-STOP!
i want to go to school and exercise alr =DDD
&still trying to find a happy ending